Living an awkward live
I feel like this right now
Social Anxiety Disorder = S.A.D on We Heart It.
Maybe I’m a little sad
What i say:
I have anxiety
What most people think i said:
I am awkward but cute awkward and shy.
What people assume:
I am imagining illnesses to justify my lifestyle and personality.
What i actually mean:
I live in a constant fear. I worry about the past, current or future situations, i have stomach and head pains all the time, tachycardia and awful panic attacks that include heart palpitations, and breathing problems. I suffer everyday and not only in "stressful situations". I think so much before i do something and eventually i don't do it at all, so people think i am lazy. I suffer from insomnia. I sweat to the idea of having to interact with people. I don't use the word anxiety to justify anything or to make myself look cool. It's a mental disorder, i have to live with it and find ways to control the symptoms. It is not a trend. Many people around the world actually suffer from this disorder. Accept those who have it and help them, don't judge them, don't joke about it. NEVER.
I’m just doing my part
(Source: slightlyterroristic, via nicoosuxx)
Chains&whips excite me
rollercoaster of love
A relationship is a lot like a rollercoaster it has its ups and downs some people are scared form past ones and are hesitant to try another one,you may scream, you may cry you may get sick some people may want to get off some may want to keep going.
Carnival cast away joker/Harley Quinn inspired